the happiness vs the sadness

so imature.
2 words but it's enough to explain what I did.
I'm 22 years old but the same as 6 years old kid.
this week, the happiness and the sadness came into my mind similarly..
the happiness.. it's something about my career and the effect with my neighbors people..
the sadness, some of them came from my happiness.. and some of them cause what I'd done..
surprisingly.. the similarity about my emotion was dominated by the sadness recently..
the week has not finished yet.. I wish the happiness would win the game..
I don't wanna be jail by my stupid selfish which is not so immature..
I love u Ma.. too much..
forgive me whose your stupid daughter really2 regrets for what she's been done.. heart u mom.. :'(