step backward

malas bergerak..
terutama kalo inget senin itu 2 hari lagi..
yah..
gw lg gj..
biasalah kumat..
mood yang kadang2 ngumpul bisa kadang2 ilang juga..
sudah seharusnya manusia itu jalannya kedepan..
sudah sewajarnya yang namanya masa lalu itu..
dimasukin ke peti terus dibuang ke laut yang penghuninya cuma ikan bermata senter aja *tau namanya apa*
tapi namanya juga manusia..
suka nyari masalah..
udah tau laut kayak gitu tuh dalem..
udah tau dirinya ga bisa bernang..
tetep loh dya nyebur?!..
ahkahkahkahk*ketawa dengan perasaan bodoh*
petinya gw buka..
dan rasanya ternyata tidak bagus saudara2.

terimakasih.

The Land that I have to stay

Jakarta..

citra sudah pulang kembali ke Jakarta..
sebenernya pas awal bgt gw mw balik ke Jkt gw udh pgn nulis..
sedikit menye-menye tentang Bandung..
tapi karna kelamaan dan mood yang ga berkumpul..
mungkin akan gw ringkas aja.. ini utk semua makhluk Bandung yang menemani gw 4 thn terakhir..

THANKYOU for anyone whose supported me
and made my life so colourful for the last 4 years..
what I've received from you makes me more mature and gives me a learn about what the real life is..
untill this time I am writting it.. I still missing u guys.
missing about moments that we spent garbage-thoughts together..
missing about stupidity maestro and then we thought it so Genius..
missing about seriously moments which.. hmm.. maybe only 20 percents from a hundred percents that we spent everyday...
It's not easy to find someone like you..
or maybe i will find someone like you..
but it wouldn't promisses to have a precious moment the same as yours..
once again.. Thankyou a lot..
very much.. so much.. and too much.. :)


okay.. that's all about Bandung..
How about I begin my days in Jakarta?

hmmm..
The situation is not same..
The places is different the same as the people and the situation..
both of them is mine and me..
I shouldn't have a preferable..
the realize is this places that i have to way now..
so what is the problem?
the problem is.. I am so ego to them and reversable is approved.
my mind has been dominated with the things that I call with logical and rational..
maybe for several people it sounds like bullshit.. or maybe what they heard is true?
i don't know.

completely with the situation that I have been standing for adays..
it feels like volcanoes which it's ready to forcing out the stomach fills in.
it is too early for me to say I am tired..
i still need and have to pass it well..
maybe I should use my mind not my mouth to solve it all..
but when my brain likes already bored and stop it functions..
I only have my mouth to scream.

gw ngemeng apa sih?halah.